Saturday, May 2, 2009
God always has a way to your heart. In a way most unexpected or expected.
He just has His ways to get to the core of your being, the core of your heart...
Each time I come into His presence, I am real and I am humbled.
Ps Lia prayed today, and it was overwhelming.
3 people has asked me what is my ministry within 2 days.
It always brings a bitter sweet feeling, a picture that was faded, and a empty unknown revelation of the future each time I talk about it.
This point in my life, probably the first time when I do not feel God giving out clear cut instructions about the next stage of my life..
As uncertain as I am, I will have to choose, and make a decision.
As fearful and doubtful of going back to where I dropped my weapon... I will choose to pick what I dropped..The exact same place where I committed myself...
Oh God, teach me, and give me the strength to pick up the weapon all over again....
For You've taught me so many battles, and brought me to so many victories in my own life within the last one year.... Oh God, prepare me and bring me back as and when You feel I'm ready....
i love my God <3
