Sunday, February 1, 2009
I woke up at 1030am today.
I opened up my eyes, and instinctly took out my mp3 and started the list of worship songs.
I laid there, on my bed, and started to talk to God..
And tears started to flow out and God taught me things and reassured me things which was on my mind...
I don't have much knowledge about many things around me, and many things in my life.
I don't know any theories, marxist, communists etc.
In fact, I am not very convicted by any of them. Not a strong believer in that area..
But there are two things which I am very convicted in my life
That is, God is real, and God is good.
I laid there and thought about many many things...
And I am convicted to just be sold out to these 2 convictions of my life...
Two months ago, I had been seeking God about what does He want me to achieve in 09.
For the past 08, it was to protect my gifting and guarding my heart...
But this year, its to be Christian.
Being Christian may sound so easy and simple.. but I think, even for myself, as a 4 year old Christian, soaked in the atmosphere,culture and teaching of hoGc, it seems to be still quite a difficult thing to do at times...
Being Christian, means staying simple, keeping purity, obedience..... and the list goes on.
This entry is just totally random. It's 12:42pm, and I'm still sitting on my bed, listening to that list of worship songs, not yet brushed my teeth..... typing out whats on my heart.... and listening to more thats within my heart....
It's one of those days, when you know that you're just going to spend the bulk of the day at home, just with one person alone....
