Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Just caught Narnia today! Yeah, I know I'm a little slow. But its better than those who has yet to catch it !!
It's such a good show. I'm so gonna get the whole series of Narnia vcds! Collector's items.
I wonder how many times in our lives have we disappointed God before.
It must have been many many many many times.
I think, if I were to be God, I would have been drowned by the hurts and disappointments.
Thank God He is God. Thank God I am not.
Up till this day, I am still like a little girl at times, wondering how does God look like, and what will He be doing at this very moment, and how does He record down every one of our lives...
And up till this day, I am amazed at how much I love God.
And at how much I am amazed by Him. Just simply the fact that He is God amazes me.
The fact that there IS a God stuns me for moments.
There are times in my life whereby I just have to stop whatever I am doing, pause, and spend time telling Him how amazing He is, thanking Him for all things.
If you ask me how much I love God, I would probably tell you I'm not sure.
Because it's one of those rare precious things which you cannot gauge or measure.
It's one of those things in your life whereby words cannot describe.
There just seems to be no word available.
I am amazed at how carefully God takes me through life.
If you ask me what is the calling of my life, few moments ago, I would have told you that I want and I am going to be a Pastor leading a dynamic youth group with close intimacy with God.
But if you ask me again, I will tell you that my calling in my life is to love and know God.
And, all I can say for now, and forever more, is that
I love God more today than I did yesterday.
That's the difference between this relationship that I have, than any other earthly relationships that anyone may have.
