You are the love of my life
My refuge, always by my side
Forever I will sing,and worship You my King
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Woo! I'm so happy now! Because I just conqured one problem in my life. As in, LIFE. Some people always get the idea of my life as church and God. Yes, it's all true because my life DOES surround God, my life does surround the things of God. But they tend to forget that I'm also human and I face small problems and small battles in my everyday life too.
So, what problem have I just conquered ?? Haha, the laptop speakers weren't working !!!! Me, not a very IT savvy person. But I managed to work it out ! Not by my IT skills obviously. Somehow, things worked out. Pls, it wasn't just a problem of the speakers being muted. I ain't some dumbo. Hahas... It was a genuine problem! But woo! Solved, away, gone!
I love fighting battles. I'm a very stubborn person. I hate to accept defeat. Don't get me wrong. I do not hate to lose. I think it is alright to lose. But I hate to give up, I hate to accept things which I cannot do, which I think I obviously can, because I have God with me.
So are there times I lose? Yes of course. Many many many. Countless. But growth always come. Don't ask me how, I have no idea how.
There are so many things at the back of my mind right now at this moment of time. So many. Sometimes I'm amazed at how thousand and one thoughts can run through my mind within a minute. But I love my mind. I love the way I think. My mind is not my strength. Many times, the Spirit gets down because of my mind. But I love it when God's in control of my mind. Love it when I start to hand over my mind to God.
See it from a narrow perspective, my mind is my short coming, my mind causes me to stumble, my mind causes me to think in a way which I do not like, my mind brings forth all other shortcomings inside of me.
See it from a broarder perspective, my mind is a God given gift. My mind is the thing that causes me to submit under the power of the Holy Spirit. My mind is the one which makes me clear my insides with God. My mind is the one that reveals my heart in a naked manner.
Pst Lia once said ' The longest distance is from our minds to our hearts.' Definitely. Hands up agreement to that. And you know what ? This is the distance that you must walk through.
Connect your mind with your heart, and deepen your insights. (:
