Saturday, May 17, 2008
It's early in the morning again! (: Told you I'm a very much morning person. So, GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY.
Something which I saw yesterday caught my heart. You know, its the kind 'BANG' caught your heart feeling ? I get that every now and then.
And once that something / someone caught my heart, it just weighs in your heart like a rock.
And the only thing I can do is to connect the rock in my heart to God.
There were a few times when I was with the RJC people, and we were just walking happily, being retarded and laughing our way. Almost suddenly I will always stop in my tracks and look at certain people who walked past us.
Not that I know them, not that they are pretty or handsome. But there is just something inside of them that attracts me.
I will turn around and ask one of the girls whats her name, and they would offer me one whole load of info about these people. The RJC girls are like people encyclopedias.
And not surprisingly, I would always hear stories about their past.
And I think it was exactly that which attracted my heart and spirit. Their need for a God in their lives.
And so, back to yesterday, I was attracted, like again.
I looked at him, and I saw so much defence and strong front on the outside.
But on the inside, it was thoroughly different.
I loved him even more.
I don't know what attracts you. I don't know what cause your attention to turn around all of a sudden. I think it's not that important to me anyway. Its for you to figure it out yourself.
Learn to look beyond, and even if you can, learn to look deeper beyond.
If my Dad gave me a magnifying glass, that is His gift to me.
But I've always believed that if one really wants to zoom into one's life, he/she doesn't need such a gift. He / she will go look for one magnifying glass by him/herself.
Giftings are giftings, but hunger is more precious like giftings.
Giftings do not bring hunger. But hunger brought giftings.
